Posted by: GeekBrat on: 11/05/2009
Catrina and I made it to Camp last night. We we’re later than we planned but we have’t figured who stole the Time between when we left home @ 11am and when we arrived @ abot 6pm. Everyone has been completely wonderful! They even waited till Cat and Myself (and Karen Marie shortly before us) [...]
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 11/01/2009
Again no screaming, but last nights nightmare was still terrifying. I was some place I recognized then as home. My mom and dad were frantically looking for my nephew. (my parents had custody of him). I ran and found one of my nephews friends, they lead me to a field where he was lying lifeless [...]
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 10/30/2009
I guess it was actually a nightmare but the fact that I didn’t wake up screaming makes me want to call it a dream. Last night I had a dream/nightmare. In this dream it’s not clear weather I was a boy or a girl bur Kim was there and she was my biological mommy in [...]
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 10/13/2009
For those of you out there that Care, i seem to have broken through My funk. I was online chatting with a Friend when i realized i was smiling. I’ve even slept since andvstill feel generally even. I even tired into the bedroom looking for My camp necessities And Goins some if it. So not [...]
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 10/12/2009
I’m not totally sure why I’m making a post this soon after the last one. Except I just thought of this, and felt it might be pertinent. On October 22nd of this year, I will turn 31. Now I know that that isn’t that old, but at the same time, that very much does NOT [...]
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 08/27/2009
I know it sounds obvious but I really hate being broke. I have a friend visiting and we have tons of plans and I have tons of bank accounts with no money in them. Well 2 bank accouts with no money at least. -sighs-
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 08/14/2009
I now have an iPhone and a mobile wordpress app… Maybee I’ll post here more often… On a side note, I found myself missing my BiPolar meds today. It’s been a few years since I went off them but it’s only been recently missing the more level days the gave me. I feel like I’ve [...]
Posted by: GeekBrat on: 05/20/2008
U know… People keep asking me how I’m doing…. And I always say ‘fine’ or ‘alive’ or something similar… But the truth is, I haven’t been alive since Kim got sick. I exist, but that’s it. I can’t live without Kim. I can’t survive without knowing it’s going to be ok… And I just don’t [...]
